Thursday, November 13, 2025

REMEMBER REMEMBER

 Using D&D for group therapy. I completely forgot this was one of the things I wanted to do. I need to reachout to Tracy with this... I would love to run such games on saturdays for the kids.

Training is 600-800. It is something to consider after I pass the dreaded NCMHCE test.

The Disney situation had been making my juices flow 

WHAT ARE THE GOALS

GET THE JOB. Or do I already have it and I have not acknowledged it because of fear of not having benefits? What holds me back? As I have witnessed, I am but a speckle in the giant world of Disney, a speckle that can wait for solutions for weeks, and if they get lucky I will make the final mistake that will end it all. 

The DISNEY issue. Why Disney? Why I hold on to staying? Just 3 more years to getting the free passess, thats what I keep telling me... but in 3 years maybe that will not matter anymore because stress will have completely depleted me. What I wanted from Disney:

-Let go of it after completing 15 years. I will be 55. I will get my forever passes. Is it worth it?

- Phones. It's a nogo because of my eye situation, will not comply with metrics, dragging team down. Other options that have been suggested: move to another team, maybe IT?  Oh, IDK... IDK how I feel about IT again... But I know I cant keep accepting meager roles when I have degrees and experience.

I have an interview to explore some options, mainly PT but the agent may help with something else. May the odds be always in my favor.


WHAT MAKES ME HAPPY. 

Dungeons. It was my life. It brought happiness and helped me through dark times. It brought people that mattered into my life. I would like to do that for others. The therapeutic game that I wanted to do and forgot I wanted to do. From being fun I have become a stuckup dull mouse that keeps running in the wheel. Counseling has brough part of the spark back, even if I wont acknowledge that working with kids have pushed me to imagine again... and I am damn good at it. Counseling... I have to stick to virtual as I cant drive around. Maybe create virtual gaming group as test? Hmm... Kids with ADHD and ADD and any issues handling social skills and self-regulation can benefit from this. This is of note, and a biggie to explore.

Painting. aint murals, paint little dolls. Paint. I just need more direction on many other promts/ativities to integrate for each goal I want to help my clients accomplish.

Healing help. I would love working at risk patients, ipv, trafficked... caregivers of special needs and seniors. It seems like a scatter splat of ages, but all hold in trauma...loss/grief, anxiety, depression... 

I enjoy creating happiness in people's lives. Bringing joy, Bringing resilience. Helping them see their awesome selves.

IN THE END

The end of DIsney is the beginning of me being able to:

  • Study for the test.
  • Creating the D&D group therapy
  • More clients=getting more hours faster so I can get LICENSED.

Getting that license I would:

  • Get licensed in PR 
  • Run therapeutic D&D sessions online for FL and PR
  • Help individuals that need me as they come
And in reality, I can get tickets for Disney if I can get a full pay for my efforts... and more.

I must follow the plan of life that actually builds me up and brings into my life the joy I need. I am an artist, a dumgeonmaster, a creative entitity... 
Katabolic Therapy: Dragons SNAP!
Snap: stop now and process. 
Katabolic means energy-releasing (of a nuclear reaction) occurring with evolution or releasing of energy process.

The truth is out there... 

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